I am never happy with what I have. I want more.
I want what I Cannot have. Nothing is more delicious then forbidden fruit.
I must always find fault with things. I cannot accept things as they are.
I must and will always push people away. And blame others for the alienation.
I will suffocate a person, smothering them with too much ME.
I could say words to crush the very soul, being so brutally honest it borders on cruel.
I will not say the things that bother me aloud. Instead they will fester into a volcano of fiery fury.
I don't want to victimize others and I refuse to victimize myself.
I just want to be a Happy Me.
Fin.
Friday, November 14, 2008
Friday, November 7, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
Stress? Yes please.
I just got two shots. My arm hurts, and i wasn't late for work today. What a surprise.
STRESS.
Why do so many of my fellows and I stress so much over things that aren't that important?
Over grades, boys, or in other's cases, girls, work, the commute, and the like.
I think its because we need to feel like the things we do, or the things going on around us are important. That our everyday pettiness is not a waste.
For spending a second on something that is not worth our time during our short lives would be awful. But not worrying about such things would change our lives. We would be mindless and careless and totally useless.
These things that we claim to hate and whatever, give us purpose and pushes us to live our lives as we want. So keep on dreading, hating, loathing, cursing because deep down these things are essential. And hopefully like me, you have someone you can call who will listen.
Fin.
STRESS.
Why do so many of my fellows and I stress so much over things that aren't that important?
Over grades, boys, or in other's cases, girls, work, the commute, and the like.
I think its because we need to feel like the things we do, or the things going on around us are important. That our everyday pettiness is not a waste.
For spending a second on something that is not worth our time during our short lives would be awful. But not worrying about such things would change our lives. We would be mindless and careless and totally useless.
These things that we claim to hate and whatever, give us purpose and pushes us to live our lives as we want. So keep on dreading, hating, loathing, cursing because deep down these things are essential. And hopefully like me, you have someone you can call who will listen.
Fin.
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